I feel like I’m not important
Anonymous asked:
Hey are you okay
Okay but I’m terrified when I think about dying. Like what terrifies me is the probability of not having control over it and that’s why I want to commit suicide.
I’m so fucked up
I literally don’t let myself sleep and I don’t understand why
Like wtf can I stop being like this
Okay but can my friends just stop fucking misgendering our friend who came out as trans man like a month ago? I truly understand first week even second cause we weren’t used to it but it’s been a fucking MONTH
Okay but how pathetic is that I still have a letter from my ex on a shelf next to my bed?
I hate it that I’m so easy to anger. Like really I’m angry almost all the time and because of it I’m even more angry.
It’s actually so fucking hard to breathe when all you want to do is to never have to breathe again.
I hate those moments when I feel physically and mentally empty. I just can’t do anything. I stare at the ceiling all night and can’t do anything about it.
Fuck I don’t know what is wrong
Like I had the best day in MONTHS and now I feel like a fucking shit and I feel even worse from that
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can’t I have just one good day?
It’s hard to breath for me right now and I don’t know if it’s a start of panic attack or just my problem with lungs after coronavirus
my-dream-is-suicide answered:
At real it’s the first time in a while when I actually feel good mentally cause physically I feel terrible because I’m sick right now
If anyone wants to know I don’t feel good anymore. We are back to my always sad and stressed self ✌️
I want to die. Please.
I feel so fucking lonely
I just can’t understand people who want to live
Like wtf I literally hate living
It’s always really funny for me when in conversation my mom tells something about my nonexisting love life and she says something about me having a boyfriend in future and then I and my dad are looking at each other and start laughing lol
I’m not out but my dad just KNOWS and my mom is pretending that she doesn’t XD